The Mind of Me

When There Was Me and You Lyrics

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Well the boxing's over and got 2 black eyes, one for cocirfu and one for digicom.. thank god advelin was saved cause i really need that one for the thesis requirent..

Hm.. It's strange how one thing that's supposed to bring you down so much can just be taken in so easily, how in the past it felt like your world is crashing around you but now just passes by like an ordinary day. The only think that made this day sink in is watching your mom cry cause she thinks you don't take what you do seriously and just wasting time and money.. guess it's all my fault.. what am I saying? It is my fault.. I slacked off and this is what I got..

Next term:
Goal - 4.0 GPA
Pledge:
No more slacking off as long there's something needed to be done
No more cutting classes
No more DOTA unless... unless nothing (need to save money, thesis is expensive)

God I hope everything turns out alright.. and I do mean everything..

Yey!!! it's the first day of vacation!!! (and first entry, hehehe)
All has been said and done, nothing left to do but wait until thursday for the course card.. God I hope I pass, some of the subjects are certified killers.. Huhuhu T_T

Lots of good stuff happened, An unexpected return in my life and an unexpected reply ^^ Hm... A lot more things to plan for the next term.. especially now that a new factor is added to the thesis grouping =) "hay.. bakit kasi ngayon ka pa nagloko, bahala na kung iiwan ka namin.."

Well, guess I'm happy with the current setting, somewhat unbalanced but at least not that chaotic =) Just went through a roller coaster over the past weeks and the peace of mind is a welcome change ^^

To the one that returned.. I'm glad things are going back to the way they were ^^
to the one that replied.. It's good to hear from you again ^^